I try to and then sometimes I don't have the inspiration to write.
But I'm going to write now
Or at least try to, but now I'm in the mood so, I suppose I will.
My summer has been well.
Dave and Leanne's wedding was a joyous occasion where I got to celebrate with good friends. It was also nice being back in Eston for a while. I miss that place very much.
NOw that I have turned 19 years old I have many people bugging me about going into a bar to the extent that it is driving me insane. I mean what is so special to people about going to a bar? Who cares anyway? It's a bar, there is nothing special about it. I don't want to ever start drinking though so I don't really ever intend on going to a bar for the bar. Maybe for the restaurant, but nothing but.
Life has it's ways of turning on you from time to time, you know? When all of a sudden you are turning on what you thought was a straight road. I have felt that very much over the past year. I felt I knew exactly what I wanted to do with my life, up until not quite a year ago, and my whole perspective on life began to change. It's still changing, and so am I. I'm constantly changing into someone I don't know, and it scares me slightly, however it also encourages me, because knowing I am changing for the good, it must mean that God is becoming a deeper part of my life. I don't know. So now I feel as if I am on a constant turning path with my life and there are parts that I have been discovering about myself that I didn't know I had. Parts of me, that I never knew about. I know that I will never completely know myself and I will keep surprising myself.
But even though I fear this change, in a way. I soak it in. I don't want to push it away, like I would have done a couple of years ago. I don't want to be who I want to be anymore, I want to be who God wants me to be, and that is an amazing concept.
Anyway, I need to go,
Love you all
Kim
posted by Gavers @ 9:19 p.m.
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